What are you on???
I have never had the privilege of feeling so disrespected before in my entire life. Trust me I have been through things and have had trials and tribulations but never have I ever felt this disrespected in my entire life. Well world, once again my generosity has been taken for granted by people I believed to be friends. It’s utterly sad that as a senior in college I am still realizing who is true blue and who isn’t. I thought I was done with the whole revision of friend circles but apparently I still had one more revision to make. I am so over people completely compromising their friendship with me. I feel like if I have to ever doubt our friendship because of some back handed shady shit that you have done, this can’t be real friendship. And honestly it’s not worth my time or energy. I can do without you, it’s just not that important.
My question to all of the shady ass disrespectful people out there is, what the fuck are you on? were you born in an alternate universe where it was cool to do the things you do? Should I not be hurt that you have clearly disrespected me openly in my own house. Like what are you on, what are you about?? I have never felt so upset by a situation in my life. And over a situation that was closed months ago but you have the freaking audacity to completely overlook the obvious and force me to be uncomfortable and for what. Some space to smoke, and free drinks. Like what are you on? I have never met anyone as despicably disrespectful and I wish that I honestly never met you. But with all things I have no regrets I am glad you were in my life so that I will definitely know for future situations. Please believe this shit won’t happen again. It was just a slip in judgment, and that is my fault. Because I knew that nothing good could come of secretively hiding shit from everyone. If it can’t be broadcasted it is never right.
Your character and integrity have been completely compromised and I have absolutely no respect for your ridiculousness. I am usually a good judge of character world, but this time I completely fucked up.
Trust you will reap this, you really will.
Peaches&Gumbo
peachesngumbo
commenting replied:
mmm…i have to disagree with you on the part where you said if you ever have to question your friendship with someone then it should end. I mean obviously if someone keeps doing things that hurt you then you should obviously distance yourself from that person but I mean, THINGS HAPPEN..and sometimes people may accidentally do something to hurt your feelings and you may do something to hurt their feelings..this doesn’t mean that your friendship should end and it could possibly make your friendship stronger by talking it out. keep in mind that this person may not know what they did and you cant stay mad or act mad towards this person if they have no idea what they have done. Also remember, you are not necessarily going to like your friends everyday all day. They could possibly do things to drive you crazy and you could possibly do things to drive others crazy but you pay attention to the good qualities over the bad qualities and nevertheless love them and they pay more attention to your good quality and so they love you. Just keep that in mind.
December 14, 2008 at 12:22 am. Permalink.
peachesngumbo replied:
Well I guess I definitely have to agree with you on that one. Friends definitely are not going to always be the easiest to get along with, I mean the closest people to you get on your nerves the most. But like you mentioned if its a continous hurt then I’m sorry but you do unfortunately have to either take a rest from that person or if after speaking to them they continue with their usual antics then they have to go.
December 14, 2008 at 7:58 pm. Permalink.